No, I didn't post the resignation as a joke or to "scare" anyone, I was completely serious when posting it, although I had made the decision in like two minutes and acted out of emotions I guess you could say, rather than thinking it through. I love this community and planned on staying for a long time, I just felt a bit unwelcome in the past couple of days, which had a big impact on my decision. I apologize for posting that then deleting it and being so back and forth with my decision, but once again, I am here to stay, hopefully for a while