I don't think you will. You chose to still do it anyway after getting punished several times.
All i can say is that you don't care. "i will never break the rule again" should have done it sooner not later.
Really liked the fact that you care. "i really wanna be helpful"
Work on your punishment ladders and will be all good, and ofcourse will be happy having on board once accepted.
Goodluck <3...