http://bans.flux.tf/index.php?p=commslist&advSearch=STEAM_0:0:96903759&advType=steamid STEAM_1:0:96903759 Date: 23rd December 2017 Reason: Disrespect (ignore what it actually says, it was mainly toxicity towards Ramen) Admin: ColdRamen I am appealing a permasilence and permateamban. I got permasilenced by being extremely disrespectful towards ColdRamen, despite warnings from both him and Ainsley. I called Ramen a 'cold piece of shit' and 'admin abuser', so I was pretty much asking to be silenced. While it was my fault and I accept responsibility for being unnecessarily disrespectful, the punishment was extremely harsh. It was originally going to be a 60 minute silence, but Ramen decided to make it perma for some weird reason. Previous to this, I had 10 comm blocks, 4 of which were removed 30 seconds after being applied, and 1 of which being straight up admin abuse from SWIGGY. I'd also like to point out that the longest previous comm block was for 500 minutes. Also, the reasons for punishments aren't strictly true. My gag is labelled as chat spam, even though that didn't happen. My teamban is labelled as mfk, even though that didn't happen. The reason I didn't appeal sooner is because I was done with flux at the time. I was sick of all the donor abuse and squeakers so I just quit flux entirely for 6 months. During those 6 months I have been focusing on trying to improve my behaviour to become a less toxic person. I personally feel that I've become a lot less toxic over the course of 2018, although I can still be slightly immature. I've apologised to a few people at this community to try and remove any bad relations which could result in future disputes. I will apologised to more people in the future when I have the opportunity. I have been popping in to flux jailbreak servers every now and then, and I've started to realise that I actually miss this community. So I would like to come back and resume being a member of this community. I would also like to be able to play on this server to the fullest extent again, hence the appeal.